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This is a world of dreams and reverie, where I felt the stars explode around me. A grass blade flashed with a gleam as it slashed open a moonbeam, and I stared back breathlessly. As mountains of fruit tumbled out, I barely had the chance to shout; a lingonberry avalanche crashed over me.
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title: FLYING KISSES
Saturday, 15 March 2008 AT 10:17 am


I am listening to my new imeem playlist, hitting repeat on Yiruma's tracks, surfing boys_paper for gorgeous pictures, and feeling unusually at peace with the world. It is quite disturbing.

ANYHOW,
I want to say a few things to some people, so here goes.

Mom: Thankyou for not blowing your top or threatening to disown me or anything like that. I know I have been an absolute disappointment, but I'll do my best, promise!
Amirah: Thankyou for sending those emails and picspams to cheer me up.
You've been by my side all this time, and you're nothing short of awesome. Loves!
HweeTeng: Thankyou for being the 1st to text and check on me after my fucked-up post. I probably worried you a bit there, sorry for that babe!
Brenda: Thankyou for saying that you'll be there for me whenever I need you.
It means a lot to me, so kudos!
Jelynn: Thankyou for calming me down when I freaked out.
I was really wigging, but you were strong for me. Sek sai lei la!
Sarina: Thankyou for talking me out of giving up (and accompanying me in school that day). I guess I would really have hidden away from everything if not for you. Arigatou!
PeiShan: Thankyou for helping me figure out my combi-s and stuff.
You were a big voice of reason for me.
KarYee: Thankyou for calling me and abandoning your group activity halfway through Teambuilding just to see if I'm okay. I shall miss our BS-ing in biology!
Prerna: Thankyou for shouting in shock and outrage in the middle of Marina Square that day. You and your bearhugs are always a comfort.
Shariffah: Thankyou for making me laugh on the bus ride and offering that awesome song. I was really very touched! I will miss your company in classes.
Clapton: Thankyou for your "cheer up girl =))" and not prying too much.
You may be a bitch sometimes, but you can be super, and we've had our great times.
Hayati: Thankyou for feeling sad for me, and cheering me up.
I will miss being in classes with you. Survive biology!
Govan: Thankyou for assuring me I can make it, and looking after me during Teambuilding. I will do my best. Cheers, mate.
MinFang: Thankyou for tagging and texting (though I didn't receive), and caring for me. You shall always be the Ryan to my Holly, and the Yul to my Shin!

FLYING KISSES to everyone else who cared but I didn't mention. I love you all!
As of Monday 17th March, I shall be a PU1 again.
However, I will do my utmost, for all you guys, and for my own benefits.
I can't tell you how amazing you all have been; seriously, you're the best. Loves!
みんな、本当に爱してる!あたしはがんばります!

No I won't give up, and I won't break down.
Sooner than it seems, life turns around.
And I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong.
Standing in the dark I still believe,
Someone's watching over me.