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LINGON
BERRY
AVAL
ANCHE
This is a world of dreams and reverie, where I felt the stars explode around me. A grass blade flashed with a gleam as it slashed open a moonbeam, and I stared back breathlessly. As mountains of fruit tumbled out, I barely had the chance to shout; a lingonberry avalanche crashed over me.
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title: It's out, and I'm off
Monday, 21 April 2008 AT 3:54 pm


So that's it: most of them know now.
I planned to get through all the emo-ing and crying in one day flat, but obviously life's too much of a bitch to grant me even that small favour. Or maybe I just know too many people in school. In that case, wth.

ANYWAY, I shall spell it out clear as day for the world to know now:
MY ENTIRE FAMILY IS RELOCATING TO ENGLAND.

There. I thought I'd feel so much better after being able to say it out loud, but apparently not. Voicing the situation out is making everything so much more concrete, like its all set and irreversible. Plus, there's the emo-ness and crying I mentioned earlier. I totally shattered inside when I told my girls today; it took all I had to keep smiling and talking and answering questions. Every time I repeated it to another of my friends, I broke apart just that much more.
And, I am extremely obligated to get on my knees and apologise profusely to all my friends, Sarina and Bean in particular, for making them all so sad. I am such an idiot; should never have chosen the morning to break the news.
Sarina-chan: Gomen nasai. I really don't know what to say, except that I will miss you more than I can say. Also, sorry I can't make CosFest with you; I'd really wanted to see you in action. I promise to give you a hug everyday till I leave.
Bean: I will still be there for you, don't worry. I'm still your gah ze, you're still my sai mui. The only thing that's changed is that I won't be there to slap those bitches for you. But I'm sure you can handle them; you are my sai mui after all, hai um hai?
Oh, the daily hug goes out to all my girls of course, not just Sarina. (:

If it makes anyone feel better, Dad says that we are about 80% confirmed going. So there is always that other 20%. Keep that in mind eh?
For those people who I haven't informed yet, it's not because you're not important, far from it. It's just that either I couldn't get hold of you, or I really have no idea how to tell you.
(MF plus XinXin & co. all fall into the 2nd category)
But you all will know soon enough, I'll make sure.

I love you all, okay?
Honestly, I do.

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