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LINGON
BERRY
AVAL
ANCHE
This is a world of dreams and reverie, where I felt the stars explode around me. A grass blade flashed with a gleam as it slashed open a moonbeam, and I stared back breathlessly. As mountains of fruit tumbled out, I barely had the chance to shout; a lingonberry avalanche crashed over me.
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title: See?
Sunday, 20 April 2008 AT 11:20 am


I have just finished reading Eclipse. (What did I say earlier about slacking?)
What can I say, I loved it, of course, it was awesome.
And it's surprising, but I think I've come to love Jacob Black more than Edward Cullen.
Yes, I'm weird, I know. I think it's my odd habit of liking characters that others usually don't kicking in again. So what if they say that Edward Cullen is every female's (and every gay man's) dream guy?
But, poor lovely Jacob. I have no idea what's going to happen to him, but let's hope he doesn't die of a broken heart over Bella, or I will hate her forever. I already kind of do, for her torturing everybody so much and still being so clueless about it. But at least she's waking up finally.


So maybe it is escapism after all.
I don't know. If it is, then all the more I want to end this section of my life as soon as possible. I am giving in to this supposed escapism, even though I know I shouldn't shy away. Give me 5 reasons why I should carry on with this.
No suggestions? There you go. It's all a facade of sorts anyway. If all goes smoothly, I don't even have to continue with what I'm doing now; it will all be over soon.
Should I, or should I not?
I am asking, but no one's answering. I am seeking, but no one's giving.


"The clouds I can handle. But I can't fight with an eclipse."

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