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LINGON
BERRY
AVAL
ANCHE
This is a world of dreams and reverie, where I felt the stars explode around me. A grass blade flashed with a gleam as it slashed open a moonbeam, and I stared back breathlessly. As mountains of fruit tumbled out, I barely had the chance to shout; a lingonberry avalanche crashed over me.
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title: OhgodOhgodOhgod.
Thursday, 5 June 2008 AT 4:30 am


In 15 minutes I'll be leaving my house like, for good.
Oh god.
To the airport, where I'm gonna have to say goodbye to all my friends.
Oh god.
Heaven knows how long it'll be till I see them again.
Oh god.

Anyone who knew me should be aware that I kind of actively dislike this country. But now that it comes down to leaving it, I don't really want to.
Thing is, I've gotten comfortable in this place and with these awesome people, and I don't feel like tossing it all out the window (who would?).
But this is life, life's like that, and all that shit. I suppose I'll have to face up to reality, and go meet it head on.
It's not bringing me any joy of any sort.
Still, what needs to be done needs to be done.

You can so tell I'm screwing myself up for this can't you? Heh.
Okay, time's up. I'm shutting my lappie down and going off.
Ciaociao Singapore, and all that's in it; I will miss you.
:)

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