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This is a world of dreams and reverie, where I felt the stars explode around me. A grass blade flashed with a gleam as it slashed open a moonbeam, and I stared back breathlessly. As mountains of fruit tumbled out, I barely had the chance to shout; a lingonberry avalanche crashed over me.
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Sunday, 31 January 2010 AT 3:07 pm


FML.

Why did I leave Asia? I just missed the chance of a life time.

SHINee went to Singapore.

They held a fanmeet. At Lot1.

OHMYGOD WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE THIS! D:<
I'd feel so much better if say the fanmeet was like, at White Sands in Pasir Ris or something. But noooo, it had to be in Choa Chu Kang. At the mall that I used to frequent almost everyday. Which is within walking distance of my secondary school, and only takes me around 20 minutes to get to via snail-paced LRT. Aiiish.

Granted, the place was packed to the brim naturally, and only 1000 fans were actually allowed to go up to the boys which basically means I'd have no chance anyway, but still.

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Ewww, chaos. But then again, it is SHINee.
According to fan accounts it was crazy, because obviously Lot1 isn't the biggest mall ever y'know, and so many fans were crammed in, plus there weren't any barriers or anything. At some point the crowds even damaged a big glass door; pushed it out of its roller tracks or something. What was security doing? They obviously have no clue about the extent of SHINee's popularity.

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Those who couldn't get into the main event had to squish into the MRT station where the event was shown live on LCD screens. (Bad idea.)

...Okay, so maybe on retrospect, I wouldn't have gone anyway. It's just the irony and unfairness of it all that gets to me.

Fan account of autograph session:
Taemin was ridiculously adorable and gave everyone a cute eyesmile. He has perfect skin and practically glowed. Jonghyun looks a bit older in rl (/bricked) but was really friendly and chirpy. Key had an otherworldly presence--his skin is milky-white, his hair had nary a strand out of place and his cheekbones are out of this world. He also has really slitty eyes and god it's no wonder people usually have the impression he's mean, because his gaze is totally condescending (I'm not saying he is; just that he LOOKS it). He smiled a lot and I even heard him drawl hi at every fan. Minho had a nice deep voice and he said hello nice to meet you and even looked me in the eye. He really is as pretty as a girl. His eyelashes are so long they look like the fake ones. After signing the album (he has gorgeous hands) he said bye-bye and smiled again so cutely.

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LQ picture is LQ, but Lee Jinki, you're gorgeous.
I'll never actually get to ever see you in person, will I? FML.

On an off note, what happened to Lot1? I wouldn't have recognised it from that first picture at all. Someone's told me it went under renovation, but hell, it must've been majorly changed.



title: 1st post of 2010!
Saturday, 16 January 2010 AT 6:19 pm




The Best Things In Life:

Waking up and realising you still have a few more hours left to sleep.
Bubblewrap popping.
Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
Warm, sunny spots on park benches.
First kisses.
Making new friends and catching up with old ones.
Lie ins.
Singing in the bathroom.
Sweet dreams.
Watching a sunset.
Doodling on hands, arms, and lecture note margins.
Looking back at old photos.
Taking long, hot showers.
Lying on the edge of the beach so half of you is on the sand and the other is in water.
Lazy Saturdays.
Finding out that the person you like likes you back.
Curling up in a warm, squishy corner.
Starbucks fixes.
Discovering the perfect deep purple nail varnish.
Finding notes you exchanged with your friends during class years ago.
Knowing that somebody misses you.